Sunday, July 22, 2012

Sigh

I miss Raj.... I don't miss the others who thought the worst of me, hated me, spoke about me like I was a criminal.  But I do miss the one person I thought was honest and decent.


Thursday, July 5, 2012

Random thoughts ..

why the hell can't people take things for what they are??

Twice in my life now, something I loved and had worked hard for and planned out to be just the way I wanted it... twice stripped away from me. And why?  Because some jackasses join up, decide they want to change it around to their liking instead and make it impossible for me to hold onto what I originally created and lost sleep over and struggled to make and maintain.   But nope, a couple freaking months of them being in there turns into "Well it's OURS more than YOURS, doesn't matter if you made it and fought for it, we don't like it and it must change now" ...

Just a thought.  WHY NOT HAVE JUST SHUT THE FUCK UP, GONE OUT AND STARTED YOUR OWN???  Nope, much easier instead to create drama and take the name I create and run with it and tweak my original plans to shit until it becomes what they wanted instead....

So really, didn't like it?  Then shoulda took off instead of making me stressed out and miserable and about to have a fucken break down until I hand it over peacefully and then all ya'll can just happily float along on MY CREATION??

Selfish fucks.  Seriously selfish fucks.

Last words I heard one person say "I never meant to take your ___ from you".

Really?  Lies upon lies bitch, then WHY Send another officer to secretly call the gaming company to find 'solutions' if it was never your intention?

Backstabbing two faced assholes, the whole pile of you.  But .. it was all my fault right?  All of you are just innocent little victims ... Yeah, what ever you have to tell yourselves to live with being such assholes with a total disregard for the YEARS OF WORK someone else put in, but nope ... your months of work was all that mattered to you.

Fuck the whole pile of you and thank GOD I see you for what you are